A poem in gratitude of my 20 yrs
I wrote this a couple weeks before my 21st birthday/solar return/earthstrong/new year
I just wanted to share this piece, in reflection and in thanks for life
I meant to post this yesterday
thought to share it anyhow, despite the lateness
Thank you for who I am
Thank you for who I have become
Thank you for everything I have gone through in life
The good and the bad
Or the things that seemed to be of either
Because every piece of those circumstances has brought me new or highlighted wisdom
To help me go through what I am today
With a victorious mind and spirit
In the receptivity of my mind and acceptance in my heart makes things matter of fact
Thank you for the parents I have
The families I come from for sharing their talents with me
Thank you for everything they’ve done and are still doing for me
Thank you for what they have taught me knowingly and unknowingly
Even if we have problems we are still connected and are reinforcement
We can make it together as long as we love ourselves
Thank you for those who treat me like family in the knowledge of our oneness as transcendental temporary earth beings
Thank you for allowing such genuine people into my life
Thank you for my king
Thank you for us being able to live harmoniously and complimentary
Thank you
For the affirmation
Thank you for the truth because without it I would have been on a path that is not my own
Trying to give fully what I only had on loan
Lost
Not able to find home because I had equated loneliness with being alone
Deficient because I made it so
Because when you worry it will only come back 100 fold
Universal law says
Whoever has gratitude will be given more; and he or she will have an abundance
Whoever does not have gratitude even what he or she has will be taken from him or her
Thank you for the visionary in me
To be able to see that trying to create a picture in someone’s eyes that isn’t a reflection of reality is wrong and will only come back to bite me
See you can’t try to convince someone that things are one way when they really are another and not think that everything will hide once the light of truth shines
The truth does not discriminate
It only illuminates what life can be once you accept things as they presently are
If you build from a fake portrait of reality, you wonder why later you get played like a dummy
Fakeness only fits more fakeness
Like blocks of a tower you have to build what you want to have the greater power
If you build with hate anger embarrassment or fear you will take away from the good at present
and will end up hurt even more
Just be firm in the truth
Don’t be scared of what others will think of you
Because sooner rather than later, they will find out anyway
Remember truth does not discriminate
Build on self-respect
Stand in your truth
Others will respect you for it
Know that what keeps you up is worthy of reinforcement
If you build your life to look a certain way, it will all crumble
if you choose to build with what’s fake, you will see that you were the only one fooled in thinking you were building to begin with
Be accepting or let it go
Thank you for helping me to see that I don’t know everything
However, it is quite contrary
I have a lot to learn and am eager
I’m excited
Thank you for this 21st year in counting
Thank you for all that I have learned
Help me to be able to teach what I receive and learn more as I am blossoming
Becoming, growing, and thriving
Thank you for helping me to see myself as I am and who I choose to become
I can only work with what is naturally inside of me
I am just a chemist in this field of biology
In reflection I have found, there is a serious problem if people can’t look in the mirror and say I am beautiful
I am happy
I am victorious
I am thriving
I am becoming the best I can be
Mean every word and not be considered arrogant, conceited, or boastful
Without someone telling us first or us asking permission to say so, apologizing, or being ashamed for being so bold
Let me be a living testament to break the walls of insecurity and share that you are not wrong for loving yourself
And being comfortable in who you are and in line with yourself
We are here to pave the way for others
We are here to fulfill our destinies
Become the highest wo/manifestations of our vibrancy
We are supposed to be the best of ourselves for the betterment of humanity
Stand for truth, not shy away
We are supposed to live this life in love.. every second, minute, and hour of every day
and know that the step you take now is just the first of a beautiful journey
Give thanks
Everything is all right all the time
It’s part of the divine plan..no matter how difficult
We are learning what we need to know to make us stronger
I’ve learned that I am a diamond
I’ve had to go through pressure to become one
I am a pearl
I had to be a grain of sand
Many grains of sand
I am a butterfly
I had to be a caterpillar for a long time
I had to be in a cocoon
A chrysalis
I had to go through many states
I am always transforming
Narelle Ankh Khepera
This is a journey of life
In life, I am
becoming
Thank you
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